RyoNazuki

2011-04-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

it's just 11 days ago since we last met.. we didnt even have a proper goodbye. and now i dont even know if i will ever see you again..

i am super busy with my work and i dont even have time for myself.. 90% of my mind is forever thinking who to meet, who to talk to.. my time table is so packed with appointments after appointments..

that 10%? i cant even tell you i miss you.. and when i want to, and u started all the nonsense again.. then i thought that might as well let all things go.. and do you think i am so cold blooded.. like you said it's been 2 years plus.. then what should i do? even if we were still together, i also dont have time to maintain the relationship.. and it's not fair to keep you waiting.. might as well find someone better right?

take good care and all the best to you.

2011-03-29T23:17:00.004+08:00

being awhile since i last updated my blog..

recently i've joined American International Assurance Co. ( AIA ) as a Financial Services Consultant

I'm proud of my job as my job is to go out to the field, and extent my service to people to help them better organise their financial planning.. this is a very noble job to me.. also with great opportunities of personal development and communication skills improvements along the journey of the career..

as soon as i contracted, i was very motivated to kick start my job and tried my best to extent my service to my closest friends down.. however their reactions are far from what i thought they might give..

i thought they will be at least supportive of the idea that i've finally set goals in life.. and i'm no longer that aim-less, no-life punk kid that one might see me back then.. i thought my buddies would at least be proud of me.

i was so wrong.

many did not even give me a bit chance to talk to them about what i'm doing and how i can help them.. i got a really big shock in my life.. people i thought i can trust and depend on when i need help, turned their back against me.

my set off point is very clear.. i want to help my friends plan for their future.. probably they don't see that what i'm doing, is as interesting as i thought it would be.. or probably they are just totally OFF about the idea to plan.. worst, they might think that i just want to SELL them something so i can earn my commissions.

am i that kind of person u knew?

still, i tried to persist. like i said, my set off point is to help them.. i want to at least gain the trust that i CAN help them make a difference in their life.. but to me they are not helping themselves.. and my persistence has had a negative impact in our friendships.. many of them dont even pick up my call or reply my sms.. what's happening?

my job is to help as many people as possible do planning for their financial future.. if today i'm helping everyone in the streets yet not helping my friends, i dont find this idea morally convincing..

if they are totally not into the idea then it's fine. but if one day, just some day, anything bad were to happen to any of my friends, yet he/she is not covered.. how would they want me to feel?

how about in 20, 30 years down the road, somebody you know might be tight in cash flow.. as a friend, do you want to see him/her go out beg, steal, borrow? or would u have tried to reverse the time and did a plan for him to save up for the future?

can anyone of you imagine that, when something unplanned for happens, even if he/she physically survived the period, one will be financially drained. and what will be the immediate few years pertaining to that situation be like?

why aren't people aware of such uncertainty which are actually reality? my job is to let as many people come to realise something that they might not have ever thought of.. but first, do they even give me the chance?

2011-02-21T10:46:00.002+08:00

i dont really have too much free time to blog though.. but im not really too busy either.. lol.. just very occupied by things around.. i've passed my Module 5, now i Module 9 to go! then i can start my contract and get to work.. lol.. really idle too long already..

and i'm not making full use of the time to do workouts.. now all the improvements i can see are my arms which i at least try to do my dumbbells a few times a week.. lol.. and i can see my tummy and tighs are getting bigger.. OMFG! -.-"

really really must workout.. sibeh sian..

now im back to the tattoo craze! wooooooohoooooo!! finding good shop and artist to help me design something to enhance my current one.. sounds exciting right.. heh heh !!

2011-02-13T14:03:00.003+08:00

Yo yo yo.. long time no blog.. recently i've gotten a job liaos.. i'm currently studying for the licensing.. at least 2 papers to go.. then still got foundation course bla bla bla.. i think i'm only able to commence work around mid march? i'll start as a FSC - Financial Services Consultant for AIA - American International Assurance Singapore.. =D at least it's a path to set foot in and there's endless opportunities to succeed.. hohoho..

and yes!! within this year i'm most likely to put deposit and maintain my OWN car! wooots.. still deciding what to buy first.. of course must see budget and suitability.. =D

Yesterday bought a jigsaw puzzle and fix it together with dear oh! it's a very nice and expensive puzzle.. lol.. a unique type that i've yet to fix before.. but it's all done last night.. =)

this will be the 3rd valentines with dear.. =D however recently my brother got some hiccups in his 3yrs+ relationship.. i wonder how are they now.. anyway i still hope the best for my bestie.. his aspiration are far beyond my views of being practical but if that's the goal he set for himself i'll wish that he will succeed one day too!

This is the jigsaw.. it's super small per piece.. approximately 1cm x 1cm? lol.. so hard to see but we managed to get it done in 1hr+ xD

2011-01-20T07:53:00.002+08:00

so long never exercise regularly.. lol.. sianed.. i always cant stick to my determination.. -.-" but from now on things are gonna be different.. i've finally found a full-time job.. and it's a Financial Services Consultant job.. the terms the manager promised me are fairly reasonable if i worked hard enough.. so therefore i must set my goals right and get things done..

but firstly i've got to sit for 2 exam for the knowledge in financial industry.. haha.. so long never really study.. it's really damn challenging.. but i must still get it done but this week.. even fiercer than study in the Uni i think.. lol..

this monday was my 2nd anniversary with dear.. went out to eat, play, enjoy.. just a very simple one.. because we are on tight budget also.. but if i can succeed in this career then in the future things are gonna be much different.. =)

however im down with flu and slight fever for the past 2 days.. and i've not been actually studying at all.. sianed to the max.. today onwards must really make something out if not i might not be able to pass the exam in time.. OMG! chiong chiong chiong..

2011-01-04T22:34:00.003+08:00

Day 2 :

Cycled around CCK area, then came home to rest then went to jog 2 rounds around my estate, came home bathed and rest. then cycled again to SIM University @ Clementi Road to pick dear up and went to Clementi to buy bubble tea and rested before cycling home.

Approximately 37.3km of cycling mileage and 3.7km of jogging mileage.

2011-01-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

Day 1 :

Cycled to Peninsula Plaza to submit my timesheet and then to SIM university @ Clementi Road to fetch dear and send her to Dover MRT station, and cycled home.

Approximately 50.6km cycling mileage.

2011-01-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

hohoho.. happy new year!!

i've quitted my work.. so now SMF (Sportsman Full-time).. hohoho!! starting from tomorrow shall be the start of my great workout plan..

and for last weekend and this weekend i've been staying over at dear's house wors! althought it's quite an interesting place to stay at but at least we can spend much more time together..

let's say if you have to sleep on the di lam on floor, then you cant on the air con because you cant close the door, then early in the morning the father will on radio damn loud to wake people up.. then every 5 mins her mother come into the room and keep saying the same thing over and over again.. wow...

but all those misfortunes are balanced with dear's company.. then we always eat supper together.. LOL.. last night she made tang yuan coated with peanuts powder for us ohh..

but recently we both became SUPER broke that's why we cant do anything else except staying at her house.. =/

got alot of movies we wanted to watch but NO money wors..
got alot of things we wanted to buy but NO money wors..
got alot of places we wanted to go but NO money wors..

so moral of the story? earn more money.. end of problem.. lol..

2010-12-14T22:03:00.003+08:00

wa so long never bloggggg... because i was so freaking busy!!! work work work.. then free time is girlfriend, girlfriend, girlfriend.. lol.. so long never go exercise also.. anyway im 22 liaos!!!! hohohohoho..... a very wild birthday weekend for me.. hahas.. we rented a car then go tuang around singapore.. think for just 4 days 3 nights, we traveled about almost 500km.. LOL..

we still went to night safari.. wanted to go science centre but keep wake up late.. anyway after all the feasts and entertainments, both of us became so broke.. lol! my last month salary all goner.. but nevermind, at least we enjoyed every moment together.. hohoho!

still went to Changi Coast Road to see aeroplanes.. still go to Pasir Ris Farmway see hu hu.. go Changi Village makan.. go to selegie eat dao huey.. LOL! explains the mileages traveled.. hehehes!

Deardear drooling over the cherry + ice-cream drink.. =P

We ordered this gigantic strawberry ice-kachang look-alike..

Could not finish and end up doing some art work.. xD

That day i cycled to bugis to meet dear then went to boat quay to relax!

Dear keep want to take pictures..

And again..

We were eating dinner at Mr.Curry @ Marina Square then dear want more photos..

And that's me, of course with dear's camera skills, it became 梦幻..

See the pink ball on the head? I tied the hair for dear oh!

Look like some secondary school girl beside me right.. LOL!

And this's the birthday cake i bought for myself..

It's actually that small LOL! just one slice..

And that's the car we rented with the HOTTEST car babe of the year..

And presenting the Best Driver from Tengah Air Base.. LOL

So loving right....

This is the cake ah jie bought for me, from swensens.. ICE CREAM WORS!!

With the 2 naughty yet cute nephew and niece..

This was actually taken at Night Safari's Ulu Ulu Restaurant.. actually it's just a higher class dining place..

It's my birthday! but dear wore the birthday tag then the staffs there all wished HER happy birthday instead.. hahaha!!

And ta-da!! before we left the place, needa SNAP a proof of presence..

Then dear keep cam-whore in the car.. she said she will sleep if she dont do that..

At Astons @ Cineplex! hohoho..

More ways to keep dear awake..

Then we went to eat at Ambush @ Jurong Point!

Of course must have dear's photo right..

I dont know how to describe this photo..

Dear ordered Beef Bolognaise..

And mine is Baby Scallop with Nori.. o.O

And AGAIN dear cant finish then i cant waste food you see.. that's why with dear i always cant slim down.. x(

and lastly.....

I LOVE YOU DARLING !!! muacks !! thanks for being with me all the while.. =D

2010-11-20T05:48:00.003+08:00

end of 3rd week of emo work.. this week i only worked 3 days instead of the full week.. hais.. earn so little money.. =(

anyway i've calculated, this work i can earn up to $2.6k per month.. but that will literally mean that i have to work 8am to 10.30pm every weekday and 8am to 5.30pm on weekends.. NO break! yes, no break!!! lol.. that will make me earn $2.6k.. is it worth all the OTs? my basic is only $1050 a month lol! imagine if i work another $1.55k of OT money.. -.-" plain craziness..

im already so sick of this job.. but have to endure....... if according to plan, there's still another 8 weeks more before i stop this work.. lol.. thats a long long time ahead.. sighs..

yes, till now im still awake.. because of NO air con tonight.. damn it.. then it's so hot how to sleep? then just now drove dear to west coast park mcdonald and eat breakfast and came back.. lol.. lame right.. -.-"

2010-11-14T16:46:00.003+08:00

now that i've really started working to earn my own spendings.. i've became less and less generous when spending money.. part of this also because of my super non-generous girlfriend.. sometimes i just feel so sian to spend so much within a day.. and after spending i dont feel happy at all.. -.-"

just like 1 day go out, easily $50 gone.. this amount if i were to spend myself.. i could have survive for 1 week at least.. times are tough..

even i want to further studies also tough.. because im not eligible for entry for the course that i would prefer.. lol.. then what's the point to study something i dont have interest in.. just because of getting that damn piece of paper? then fuck that paper.. i would just do some job that i like and see how i can work out from there then..

even it's a weekend.. it's a weekend NOT wisely spent.. i'm not happy at all.. i dont know what exactly im looking for.. but then im seriously not enjoying every minute of my OFF time..

because of my work.. i dont have time to go jog on weekdays.. i find my stamina dropped.. =( and im still stucked at 80kg.. omfg.. how am i suppose to cut down.. =(

hais..

2010-11-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

just mentioned that this week seems to pass faster only, then my friday is like forever lol..

work as usual, just that can see everyone slacked down on the last few minutes.. the next thing you know, its tea break time, then its lunch time.. then its tea break time then its dinner time then its go home time.. lol.. im just working every 2 hours+ interval between each break.. o.o"

but so sian lor.. no friend.. =( everytime eat also alone, break time oso alone.. hais..

its a WEEKEND!! gotta get some life.. =D

2010-11-11T21:24:00.002+08:00

after experiencing the first week, the second week seems to pass faster.. well, the work is not too bad.. my colleagues treat me well.. they take good care of me.. when got snacks they will share too.. pretty nice working environment..

it's a rather nice temp job i would say.. but the salary is pretty little.. what to expect right.. im just an O level grad.. lols.. anyway planning to further my studies next year.. now just have to find the suitable course for me.. of course i have to be eligible for it first.. o.o"

now everyday work until so late, there's no time to work out at all.. i would be too shag to go jog.. =/ but nvm.. hope i can be disciplined to go gym every weekend.. lol.. at least it's better than nothing right..

2010-11-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

Day 4.

OT !!!

omfg.. shaggedddd.. i seem to be obsessed in working for the money.. o.O! anyway this job is REALLY boring.. if i do full-time for this, sooner or later i'll become 自毙.. no friends.. colleagues are all the uncles, the cheenas and the bang a lalas~ and many many malaysians..

2010-11-03T22:30:00.001+08:00

Day 3.

OT.. sibeh shag.. but no choice.. anyway today is slightly better.. i never do JUST shopping whole day.. my colleague say can train me to do QC since i know about the isometrics drawings all these.. luckily i got learn that in NYP lol..

anyway today OT i spent quite some time cutting up cupboards and disposing them and earning $9/hr.. LOL! shhhh.. at least im doing something you see.. trying to make myself busy.. =D

2010-11-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

Day 2.

damn boring la.. keep doing the "shopping" everyday.. LOL!! today i try to be more organised.. i shopped the same thing for the same person together.. so meaning i bring more lists.. then i shop for the same machine part.. which make me more efficient la.. so efficient until even before off work time im almost left with nothing.. so during my OT i work super slow.. but still finished up what i have to do.. then i just walked around looking important.. dare not ask them if there's anything i can help out.. if not they might give me a pile of shit and if so, im done for.. LOL!!! Situation Awareness must high high..

freaking shag lor.. maybe not enough rest.. today must sleep earlier.. the worst part is no friend.. x( sadded..

2010-11-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

1st day of work.. i can say.. IT'S PLAIN BORING lor.. it's an idiots-proof work.. at least for now.. they just gave me this many many lists of parts number to be collected from the shelves, put all the parts needed for that certain job number together then put it at the shelves, then the engineers will come and collect and assemble the parts outside..

its a job that any bang a lala who can read english can do.. well im the bang a lala for this case.. lol.. BUT luckily my colleagues are not.. xD

first day of work i already do OT.. woots.. i think im gonna OT every weekday.. if sat and sun oso can then EVERYDAY! hohohoho.. fucking no life.

tmr 2nd day.. im so hardworking i did not chill at all even during tea breaks.. only during lunch and dinner time.. the staffs treat me relatively good.. they even helped me get transport to work and backie home.. at least i dont need to spend so much on transport.. HOHOHO!!! another plus point.. =D

ultimately i will still prefer a driver job.. not that boring..

2010-10-29T00:04:00.002+08:00

i've been shortlisted to a company called "Nutek PTE LTD". its a warehouse kind of job.. $6/hr.. still considering whether i should take it on.. if yes, monday start work.. o.O

and i realised that i've grown more white hairs than before.. the stress is working very effectively against me now.. or isit age that is building up? hmmmm...

im still left with $2.11 in my bank.. STILL means that im suppose to be getting more but no news yet..... -.-" fucked up.

2010-10-27T19:15:00.002+08:00

what is the meaning of "get a life"?

from wake up, go exercise, come home find job, then do nothing all the other time.. am i eligible of being scolded, "get a life!"

or wake up go work, come home exercise, then sleep and the routine goes on.. is this called getting a life?

im feeling more and more worn out day by day.. ><"

just went for an interview today.. hope they will call me back if there's company shortlisting me.. =/

i so wanna go out enjoy the scenery, enjoy the company.. but im fucking left with $2 in my bank.. so what to do? best is stay at home and rot until i get my job and then eventually get my salary! oh yea.. that will be the plan..

waddudo waddudo....

2010-10-25T13:36:00.006+08:00

ORD-ed liaos..

a brief summary of my journey in NS;

241008 - 211208 Enlisted to BMTC Sch2 Viper Coy
[2nd Best Trainee in Platoon]
221208 - 221208 Posted to HQ APGC PLAB
231208 - 180209 Posted to HQ APGC TAB GLLO
190209 - 280409 SAF Class4 Driving Course
[Best Trainee in Course]
290409 - 310509 Service in TAB GLLO
010609 - 170609 MSET Course
[Best Trainee in Course]
180609 - 140909 Service in TAB GLLO
150909 - 141009 Attached to 140 SQN
151009 - 151009 Adv. MSET Course
[Best Trainee in Course]
161009 - 020910 Service in 140 SQN
[Outstanding Serviceman of the Month May 2010]
[Best Ground Transport Operator of TAB]
030910 - 061010 Incentive Overseas Detachment to Korat
071010 - 211010 Service in 140 SQN
221010 - 221010 ORD

Recruit [241008 - 211208]
Private [221208 - 310509]
Lance Coporal [010609 - 310110]
Coporal [010210 - 310710]
Coporal First Class [010810 - 221010]

2010-10-20T15:09:00.003+08:00

today is 20th october.. 2 days ago was my girlfriend's birthday.. tomorrow is my buddy sinyu's birthday.. 2 days later is my ORD date..

2 years ago i was wondering when will this day come.. there it is now, 2 years later.. time flies.. and it aint really that happy as expected when the day draws near..

everything starts rushing into my mind.. so as to say now im so called "released into the wild". i have to survive the society with my capabilities.. i cant be stucked at home all days expecting to be fed till old.. so this is the time when all stress break loose into my world.. it's the time to learn to manage things at a different level..

anyway it was the first time i ever celebrated my girlfriend's birthday the 2nd time.. my past relationships never lasted pass 11 months all in all for every single one.. however it's not as happily celebrated as what dear have hoped for.. but it's over.. so shall not say too much.. im sorry.

i just picked up an adhoc job.. helping handphone shops change their display HP model.. as in i collect the goods and distribute to every single mobile shop in the list they gave me and take some pictures as evidence of my work.. and it's done! a very simple and easy job.. finding the shop is the one taking up the time though..

and since now i smell freedom in my path, i shall make full use of the time and exercise as much as i can.. i want to be at the peak of the peak.. if now isnt the time, then i dont think i have much chances left in life to do so.. also i am eagerly finding a job.. my POSB squirrel bank account is left with fucking $12.. lol.. i shall avoid going out often.. and save up as much as i can.. which i am trying to do so since stone age but till now i'm still so pathetic.. =/

2010-10-10T01:47:00.000+08:00

it's a freaking weekend !!!

i seriously i dont feel like i got much life back in singapore.. hahas.. i think MOST of the korat guys feel this way too according to their facebook status.. lol!

anyway im fucking pissed.. it took me 1 entire month to cultivate my temper and learn to treasure things around me better.. BUT it just take me only 2 days back in singapore to break what i preach.. -.-"

the thing that made me more pissed is that my mt spec never promptly submit my mileage bonus lor.. now my last pay for my NS tour already.. i still haven got my 4x bonus claims that add up to $600.. WTF!!!! i must bring this up to higher authority.. and i MUST make sure something is done.. i must get my FUCKING $600!!

it so much different back in singapore.. my home is already testing my limits.. then i have to face issues regarding my relationship also.. but im trying to control for now.. not sure how long i can juggle things..

and now i have to eagerly find work for myself.. which is quite tough because i dont even know what i want to work as.. lol..

is this reality? or is this tough shit..

2010-10-07T23:28:00.003+08:00

im backkkkie in singapore!

i dont feel that much happy to be back though.. there's alot of stress living in singapore.. and my home doesnt provide me the comfort zone and the ease of relaxation..

come home dont even have my own room, dont have my own privacy.. my only area in the house where im most comfortable is the corner of my living room where i put my desktop at and uses it every other day when im back home.. other than here, the next most frequent area i visit should be my bed.. which actually is not my bed at all.. it's supposed to be my parents bed.. but things get complicated and my sis got 2 kids to sleep in the house too.....

with such complcations and tensions in the house.. even bring my darling back home to accompany me for the night also will get bombed by her mother.. then my mummy will come and bomb me.. so wtf are all these?

but yes i've noticed some improvements in my temper and attitude.. some slight improvements at least ba.. i misses life in korat in korat.. now i also dont feel like going out.. the eating outlets, entertainment areas.. all got the fking 17% surcharge.. and things all seem to be so freaking expensive here after i got used to spending in korat.. lol..

and i really want to go back to do some more tattoos.. =) it's addictive..

2010-09-29T16:26:00.002+08:00

today is easy day for me and i guess everybody else.. except for my fellow comrades that are still at the line doing the configurations.. tomorrow have to work extra early.. the earliest shift so far.. will be damn damn tired for sure.. so i came back to take extra rest first..

anyway it's just 1 week away before i departs here and reach singapore.. time flies.. haha.. guess dear must be missing me like crazy.. but she hasnt contact me at all.. nothing of any sort.. =/

after i go back singapore should be about time to ORD already.. heh heh.. then i shall start finding some part time to do.. kill time while earning some money.. =)

anyway that should be what i gotta say for now.. going to bathe soon and sleep.. but still quite full.. hohohos..

2010-09-27T16:46:00.002+08:00

the start of a new week!! same as the past 3 weeks.. its a shagged monday.. in the afternoon there's storm so can go back slightly earlier lols..

just another 7 working days to go.. and poof im back in singapore.. things will never gonna be the same anymore hahahas.. i assure that.. =)

misses my deardear much.. whenever im online she always never online tssk.. bought quite some stuffs throughout my stay here already.. also ate alot of different kinds of food.. lols.. but their thai chilli is still the best.. so spicy until the lips and tongue will burn lol!! so i dont really enjoy eating that as much.. haha..

and im addicted to some of the thai songs.. all very nice.. im thinking of translating them to chinese when i got the free time to stone and think of lyrics.. o.O!

2010-09-25T15:12:00.002+08:00

there's a bond in everyone where we got closer to each other, look after each other and take care of everyone else together.. its that kind of brotherhood that compiles the fun in all the hard work, all the exhaustion..

im very very grateful im here now.. although i might be missing out alot of things from back home but its all worth while.. i got to learn alot new things.. that day i even went to view the live bomb drop.. its AWESOME..

and learning a new language is also very fun.. and interacting with people around just make me feel so comfortable being here.. i feel my temper and my mood has greatly improved over the 2 weeks+ stay here so far.. hope i can go back as a better person..

after learning about the thais here.. all i can say is singaporeans are very very lucky and fortunate so much so we always take things for granted.. the thais here are living 1 month like how we are spending in 1 week back in singapore.. its very sad to hear.. but this is their culture and they are used to it..

all in all i can say i've learnt alot from this deployment.. seriously im already adapting to here.. maybe dear oso adapted the life without me already.. going back singapore in less than 2 weeks.. there are mixed feelings within.. just go with the flow then..

2010-09-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

ยินดีที่ไม่รู้จัก - 25 Hours

ไม่รู้ ว่า เธอ เป็น ใคร
mâi róo wâa ter bpen krai
I don't know who you are

ไม่รู้ ว่า ฉัน เป็น ใคร
mâi róo wâa chăn bpen krai
I don't know who I am

ไม่รู้ ว่า โลก ความจริง
mâi róo wâa lôhk kwaam jing
I don’t know what is important in the world

ของ เรา นั้น เป็นอย่างไร
kŏng rao nán bpen yàang rai
is that a problem for us

สิ่ง ที่ สำคัญ ที่สุด
sìng têe săm-kan têe sùt
The most important thing

อาจ ไม่ สำคัญ เท่าไหร่
àat mâi săm-kan tâo rài
may not be important as

เท่า วันที่ เรา • ได้ เจอ • ได้ คุย ได้ อยู่ ใกล้กัน
tâo wan têe rao • dâi jer • dâi kui dâi yòo glâi gan
much as the day we met, talked, and got close

ให้ เธอ ลืม โลก ..ที่ ..กว้างใหญ่
hâi ter leum lôhk .. têe .. gwâang yài
You have forgotten the world is so big

ลืม มัน ไป ให้ เหลือ แค่เพียง เรา
leum man bpai hâi lĕua kâe piang rao
forgot that there is more than only us

เก็บ ทุก ความสุข
gèp túk kwaam sùk
Get rid of all your happiness

ให้ เหมือน วันสุดท้าย
hâi mĕuan wan sùt táai
so that it’s like our last day

ยินดี ที่ไม่รู้จัก • ไม่รู้จัก
yin dee têe mâi róo jàk • mâi róo jàk
It was good not to know you, not to know you

แค่ รู้ว่า รัก ก็ พอใจ
kâe róo wâa rák gôr por jai
to only know love like this was good enough

แค่ คำว่า ไม่รู้จัก • ไม่รู้จัก
kâe kam wâa mâi róo jàk • mâi róo jàk
it’s only the words, “not to know you, not to know you”

รัก เรา ก็ ไม่ได้ น้อยลง จริง ไหม
rák rao gôr mâi dâi nói long jing măi
Our love can’t be that small can it?

แค่ มี เธอ ใกล้ๆ มัน ก็ ใช่ ที่สุด แล้ว
kâe mee ter glâi man gôr châi têe sùt láew
just to have you near me is awesome

ปล่อยใจ ให้ ล่องลอย ไป
bplòi jai hâi lông loi bpai
let your heart float along

ปล่อยตัว ให้ ทำตาม ใจ
bplòi dtua hâi tam dtaam jai
let go and just follow your feelings

ปล่อย มัน ให้เป็นไป เอง
bplòi man hâi bpen bpai ayng
let’s just be alone

ไม่ต้อง คาดหวัง อะไร
mâi dtông kâat wăng à-rai
we don’t have to expect anything

ไม่มี ที่ เรียกว่า ผิด
mâi mee têe rîak wâa pìt
to not have a name is wrong

ถ้า เรา ไม่ คิด อะไร
tâa rao mâi kít à-rai
if we don’t think anything

ให้ เธอ ได้ ทำ ทุกสิ่ง ที่ เธอ ต้องการ ซักวัน
hâi ter dâi tam túk sìng têe ter dtông gaan sák wan
I’ll give you everything you want one day

ให้ เธอ ลืม โลก ..ที่ ..กว้างใหญ่
hâi ter leum lôhk .. têe .. gwâang yài
You have forgotten the world is so big

ลืม มัน ไป ให้ เหลือ แค่เพียง เรา
leum man bpai hâi lĕua kâe piang rao
forgot that there is more than only us

เก็บ ทุก ความสุข
gèp túk kwaam sùk
Get rid of all your happiness

ให้ เหมือน วันสุดท้าย
hâi mĕuan wan sùt táai
so that it’s like our last day

ยินดี ที่ไม่รู้จัก • ไม่รู้จัก
yin dee têe mâi róo jàk • mâi róo jàk
It was good not to know you, not to know you

แค่ รู้ว่า รัก ก็ พอใจ
kâe róo wâa rák gôr por jai
to only know love like this was good enough

แค่ คำว่า ไม่รู้จัก • ไม่รู้จัก
kâe kam wâa mâi róo jàk • mâi róo jàk
it’s only the words, “not to know you, not to know you”

รัก เรา ก็ ไม่ได้ น้อยลง จริง ไหม
rák rao gôr mâi dâi nói long jing măi
Our love can’t be that small can it?

แค่ มี เธอ ใกล้ๆ มัน ก็ ใช่ ที่สุด แล้ว
kâe mee ter glâi man gôr châi têe sùt láew
just to have you near me is awesome

ยินดี ที่ไม่รู้จัก • ไม่รู้จัก
yin dee têe mâi róo jàk • mâi róo jàk
It was good not to know you, not to know you

แค่ รู้ว่า รัก ก็ พอใจ
kâe róo wâa rák gôr por jai
to only know love like this was good enough

แค่ คำว่า ไม่รู้จัก • ไม่รู้จัก
kâe kam wâa mâi róo jàk • mâi róo jàk
it’s only the words, “not to know you, not to know you”

รัก เรา ก็ ไม่ได้ น้อยลง จริง ไหม
rák rao gôr mâi dâi nói long jing măi
Our love can’t be that small can it?

แค่ มี เธอ ใกล้ๆ มัน ก็ ใช่ ที่สุด แล้ว
kâe mee ter glâi man gôr châi têe sùt láew
just to have you near me is awesome

ยินดี ที่ไม่รู้จัก • ไม่รู้จัก
yin dee têe mâi róo jàk • mâi róo jàk
It was good not to know you, not to know you

แค่ รู้ว่า รัก ก็ พอใจ
kâe róo wâa rák gôr por jai
to only know love like this was good enough

แค่ คำว่า ไม่รู้จัก • ไม่รู้จัก
kâe kam wâa mâi róo jàk • mâi róo jàk
it’s only the words, “not to know you, not to know you”

รัก เรา ก็ ไม่ได้ น้อยลง จริง ไหม
rák rao gôr mâi dâi nói long jing măi
Our love can’t be that small can it?

แค่ มี เธอ ใกล้ๆ มัน ก็ ใช่ ที่สุด แล้ว
kâe mee ter glâi man gôr châi têe sùt láew
just to have you near me is awesome

2010-09-17T20:51:00.003+08:00

this is the end of 2nd week already.. the time passed neither fast nor slow..

so far im very adapting to the new environment and my work.. and i can say the thai people are very friendly and nice.. well, majority of them are definitely.. and i had experienced the ever dangerous tuk-tuk drift.. lols..

thai people have very nice temper and very good services.. not like back in hometown.. drivers horn here and there.. high beam like nobody business.. and very rude in some sense.. after these 2 weeks in korat.. i find that my temper also improved.. and as well as im not as stress and having frequent headaches when back in hometown..

and i have so many friends together.. often cracked alot of jokes together.. its really more unity among the guys compared to back in hometown.. of cos there arent perfection everywhere.. still will have black sheeps around one..

and best thing is my bunk mate has a very very similar characteristic as me.. probably both of us are Sagittarius.. well its just that most of the things we shared together are relatively similar.. lol!

im having a good time here.. dont worry if im suffering or what.. im sleeping very well because everyday is always so tiring.. hahaha..

take care guys back in singapore~~

2010-09-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

day after day getting more and more shag out.. =/

i have very good friends here.. and oso some outcasted ones lol.. so far so good im still enjoying myself.. never regret coming here.. =)

going back in 3 week's time liao wors..

2010-09-09T19:22:00.003+08:00

okies backie to the bunk liaos..

everyone so black now except for me.. o.O cos i everyday work in the office.. but i everyday oso shag.. lols.. probably not as shag as my comrades battling the hours from the 41 degrees temperature.. but im oso shag leh.. maybe because of the weather.. i everyday doze off in the office..

should be going out to eat dinner soon.. everyday only eat and work and sleep and eat and work and sleep.. =(

luckily weekend's coming.. time to take a break and re-enter the battlefield!!

currently the pilots said my working efficiency is even better than their own Ops A back in singapore.. lol.. so i shall just keep up my good work and continue to progress!!!

today i did an entire change for the Ops Board.. im so proud of myself.. lol~

ok going home in another 27 days.. =)

2010-09-08T22:34:00.003+08:00

today oso shag.. everyday oso shag lor.. lols.. after work kept waiting for my friends for the debrief session.. after that then went downstairs to eat.. eat until so full.. haha..

then tmr oso work same time.. also tired.. lol.. but weekend's coming! look forward..

and only 28 more days to go back home..

2010-09-07T21:46:00.002+08:00

ytd too tired to blog.. but today oso very tired.. but ytd even more tired.. lol!

cos previous previous night talked cock with my bunk mate until 3am+ i think.. then we got to wake up at 6am+.. lol then go to work like a zombie.. =/

anyway im coping well.. im catching up the things that im supposed to do.. so i try to complete them asap.. i think i 100000% go back singapore even fatter.. =( cos no time to exercise.. everytime after work is quite late already.. somemore the sun set early here.. so its very dark after 7pm.. =( and everyday we eat alot.. lol..

everytime i online dear oso not online.. tssk..

anyway my hp the screen suddenly got pixel problem.. sianed.. luckily im going to ord soon.. dont really need to take the non camera phone anymore.. heh heh..

im going home in another 29 days ohh..

2010-09-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

end of 1st weekend.. woke up around 9am then went out to eat lunch at the same mall again.. but this time ate McDonald.. lol.. the mcdonald here more variety.. even got tuna pie.. o.o!

after that then shopped around.. bought 1 sunglasses.. went to try out the fish spa where u put in ur legs into the water the fish will come and feast on your dead skin.. lol! damn damn damn itchy and funny.. we all laugh so loud until everyone who walked pass turn around and look at us.. lol! but its too itchy..

then went to another shopping centre.. evening went to eat dinner then went to buy toys! lol!!!! we like small kids damn funny.. after that then came back to bunk and talk cock as usual..

come here laugh everyday.. and tmr is the start of work.. dont know what to expect.. hopefully i can cope.. xD

2010-09-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

wow.. for how many donkey months have i not blog anything.. anyway i shall blog here again so dear can know how am i doing everyday.. hopefully i got time to blog cos im using my friend's laptop.. hehes..

anyway today is day 2 in Korat.. ytd morning departed from Singapore landed in Korat around 12.30pm singapore timing.. then went to finish up the work and wrap up around the evening, went to the room and unpacked the luggages and stuff and went to bathe and went out to eat sizzler for dinner.. at first we all so excited as it's our first time there, we wanted to shop for alot of things but there's not much time left cos the Mall will close at 9.30pm thailand time.. which is around 10.30pm singapore time.. so after that we just went to walk around the town and try different street food and such.. came back to the bunk around almost midnight then rested for the night..

today morning wake up went to eat lunch at some roadside chicken rice place then went to shop around some of the shoppings around here.. ended up like almost everything is the same and so we never buy anything much.. i bought 2 new t-shirts from bodyglove only.. then walked around the night market.. saw some fried grasshoppers, and all those exotic insects.. then my friend bought to try.. lol.. extreme gourmet.. then after that i tried the grasshopper.. it was so disgusting to look and thinking that u are going to eat it.. but after u put inside your mouth.. it just taste like eating some prawn shell or ikan bilis.. lols.. but very sinful to eat hahaha..

then after that walked around somemore then cannot decide where to go so came back to the bunk and rest already.. thats all for the day.. if tml have time shall update again.. =)

deardear! i miss you ohh.. wait for me come back then i bring u go out gai gai ohh.. just another 32 days only ohh!! Muacks!!

also to my buddies back in Singapore please take good care shall catch up when im back.. see you guys!!

2010-06-21T17:00:00.003+08:00

so long never blog liaos..

hais.. recently been feeling very restless.. i should be very happy instead.. i could be living in another's dream world;

i have a good gf, a complete family, at least i can eat full 3 meals a day, i have good recognition in NS for good performance.. all these all these.. still not enough?!

i am feeling very sianed of everything.. no one to blame.. just myself.. stay home nothing much to do.. play game also sian.. do nothing oso sian.. go out oso sian.. cos have to spend money.. spend finish money more sian.. then so sian i oso no motivation to go exercise or what.. then getting more fat and more fat oso sian.. as days go by.. all these sian-ness pile up to more and more.. ultimately making me so sian of everything..

then every month oso broke.. going to ORD oso sian.. even though most NSFs ONLY cheer for ORD, but what to do after ORD for me? =/

my promotion not yet to confirmed also.. been waiting and waiting.. oso sian.. hais..

i think the only way to make me cheer up is i should drop all troubles aside and do what i really want to do.. relax here and there and take a breather for some time i should be alright liao ba.. =/

just a "hais" to end this post..

2010-06-02T21:17:00.003+08:00

2010-05-17T23:46:00.002+08:00

so long never update.. been quite busy..

saturday went to my squadron's chalet bbq at east coast.. then play LAN until dawn.. then sunday went to sentosa.. damn shag.. old liao.. ><"

anyway saturday i spent $500 on the deposit for some photoshoot in taiwan.. xD when i ORD then bring dear go taiwan for the photoshoot.. the total cost is $1688.. gonna burn a big big hole in my pocket.. but this is all for dear and me.. money cant measure the love i can give to her.. hopefully she can realise this long long time ago..

got some photos to upload.. probably next time~

2010-05-01T19:21:00.002+08:00

hoho.. so long never blog.. been rather busy.. really busy..

that day went to yichun's house for his ORD bbq celebration.. omfg he is not ordinary rich.. but he is still a very humble guy.. i very much respect him man.. his driving oso very zai ohh.. send dear and me home from his house only take 10mins+.. lols.. he goes at around 180 to 200kmph.. Cool~~

nowadays started playing shattered galaxy back.. hohos.. at least this i dont spend money like playing wangan. lol! i can save more money ohh.. then i psycho dear to play with me.. haha!

tired.. damn tired.. luckily tmr work afternoon.. can rest more.. whees~

2010-04-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

how do you describe the feeling when someone gave u good news.. made u so excited, filled u with so much anxiety.. then after that tell u NOT confirmed.. =/ made u pace up and down for the thought of it.. is there a word to describe this kinda feeling?

waiting for time to pass faster leh.. so i can get results sooner.. lol~

suddenly feel so shag now.. wanted to do some weights.. still i must do some at least leh.. duh~

dear said she got some what car package promoter job.. dont know wth is that.. $20 per hour.. -.-" she happy jiu hao lor..

sunday we went to eat dinner at Mr. Curry.. the food not bad ohh! we ordered 2 main course and 1 appetizer + 2 cold green tea.. total about $40.. ok lahs not very ex also.. want enjoy life is like that one mah..

Presenting Dear and Me..

Pose 1. normal..

Pose 1. normal also..

Pose 2. twist with sian face..

Pose 2. twist with sian-er face..

Pose 3. squeeze all the fats in the cheeks..

Pose 3. dear cheated.. she never squeeze.. just place her hands there..

Mr. Curry.. i ate at marina square there..

Time: 00 min 00 sec..

Time: 00 min 05 sec.. joking.. of course i didnt finish eating that fast..

2010-04-20T13:09:00.003+08:00

still no news regarding the 2 issues.. made me pacing up and down and up and down.. =/ both have submitted my names up and STILL awaiting for things to happen.. waddudo waddudo..

went to play wangan again..

iRYO (Impreza) [S8 Ultimate Impreza] 15680km
iRYO (Evo IX) [B4 EVOLUTION IX MR King] 5067km
★RYO★ (Impreza) [B5 The Earth was Blue] 5208km
LING★ (RX-8) [B5 Wangan Beginner] 6221km

lastly;

CPL KW LEE (140 SQN) [CAT A Osprey6] 19173km

deardear never play leh.. lols..

2010-04-16T20:35:00.004+08:00

today is just ANOTHER fking boring friday night.. -.-"

and i dont like the feeling of uncertainty.. but there's nothing i can do but wait.. let's hope and pray man..

all along im totally impressed by Imprezas.. but recently the craze came back.. lols.. i'm VERY wanna drive an Impreza STi!!!!

Look at this! it's so FREAKING COOL... but cant afford one leh.. =/

2010-04-15T19:19:00.002+08:00

ytd 2 good news.. today pop me with 3 bad news.. lols.. =/

out of the 3, 2 is that the good news from ytd is not CONFIRMED though.. then the other bad news is the bonus claim thingy.. aiya fk it already.. if i can get the 2 good news to be confirmed then what is the bonus claim to me?! lols..

i shall continue my hard work.. it's my dedication to the Nation.

2010-04-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

this 3 days night flying.. every morning i go lot 1 play wangan.. loL~ won alot of coins from all the rematch challenges.. and a few outrun stars from challenging other players.. and that's that.. not much updates..

today had 2 good news in a row.. WOOOTS!!! cannot really broadcast cos it's not really confirmed yet.. when confirmed will be posted again.. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA~!!!

2010-04-13T09:35:00.002+08:00

nowadays more busy.. drive alot due to combined operations.. lols.. good in some sense.. MORE MONEY!! but the claim thing haven get also.. tssk.. -.-"

recently fell sick again.. starts with sore throat then flu then abit cough.. keep having sleepless nights no matter how tired i am.. how sia.. =/ need to eat sleeping pills liao.. hohos..

closer and closer to ORD.. it's happening in just another 6 more months.. i still haven get any news regarding the Korat detachment thingy leh.. must find time and talk to my cwo see how.. =/

later working at 3pm.. hohohoho~ i like night flying..

2010-04-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

a very boring friday night leh.. so lazy to go out.. also because no money liao.. but today is pay day too.. have not go check how much i get though.. dont think i will spend so much already.. gotta save.. ORD-ing in half a year's time.. lol..

really really very boring leh.. so tired.. think probably going to sleep soon le ba.. also nothing to do.. friday night should be a happy day for most of the people.. after a long week's work finally can have time go out chill, relax.. but tmr i have duty.. somemore have a new driver under-study me.. -.-"

then also lazy go out.. no money go out.. so just rot at home after doing some workouts.. =/

if everyday's like that.. then there's no meaning to life!

2010-04-07T19:07:00.004+08:00

post some photos of dear and me..

See dear's cocky face..

So cute hor..

Bugs tooth..

Ouch! she bite me..

2010-04-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

which is nicer?

Please vote..

My iRYO EvoIX B6 - Evolution IX MR King ohh..

2010-04-04T12:41:00.010+08:00

what have to say is said.. now let's just listen to some songs..

黄小虎 - 没那么简单

李玟 - BABY 對不起

2010-04-01T12:52:00.000+08:00

happy April's Fool Day !!!

yesterday took Overseas Leave and went to batam with dear, ah soon, minyu, andrew and ms kwang!! all thanks to mdm, this trip was an experience.. met them early early in the morning.. then went to harbourfront to take the ferry to batam..

once there went to book tickets for ferry back then after that went to their shopping centres.. omg their roads are so not developed and then their driving are so reckless.. lol! the roads are so packed with vehicles and motorcycles too..

then the food there was nice!! then after that went to shop around.. dear bought alot of things.. 1 watch, 1 hello kitty alarm clock, 1 hello kitty wallet and 1 hello kitty handphone pouch.. lols.. then she's the one who told me go there got what to buy.. wont spend so much one la.. lol..

after all those shoppings.. came back to my house as we reach singapore around 10.. then dear came over to my place to sleep..

A fastfood restaurant no longer in Singapore.. guess?

A & W !!!!!! so miss the float..

Biang!! headshot..

Dear and me at their shopping centre call Nagoya Hill..

This is another shopping, the Mega Mall..

Peeka..

Boo!! anyway the helmet so cheap only..

Andrew, Ah Soon and Minyu.. on the way back to singapore..

The 5 of us!! ms kwang wasnt in the shot though.. =/

2010-03-27T01:09:00.004+08:00

sudden urge to have a..

Ryo's Guide to;

A Preferred Unit Management Way.

alright, from my 17 months of experiences in the National Service i concluded that.. out of 10 NSF who enlisted, at least 7 of them are those with ' Serve And Fuck Off ' attitude.. leaving the other 3 with more positive attitude in their NS life.. which mean the 3 will do what they are told and are happy to do so.. the 7 may or may not do what they are told and are most of the time complaining about NS wasting time.. so fuck up and such..

10 NSF = 3 Positive , 7 Bo Chup

those 7 will be the ones that will chia MC once a fortnight or the hiong hiong ones, every week.. leaving those poor 3 doing extra works.. sooner or later they will start to feel that NS is really wasting time making them do extra works due to other fucked up people..

10 NSF = 1 ~ 2 Positive , 8 ~ 9 Bo Chup

HOWEVER, there's always a solution to every cause.. in this case i have a preferred solution to everything.. here it goes..

1) give recognition when your men are doing extra work due to whatever reason.. this will help boost the morale of your men that they are not working for nothing.. for the better ones give tokens of appreciation (eg. certificate) to them to motivate others to do well too.. this definitely will greatly push up the overall morale in the Unit.. you can organise Unit Cohesion Day probably once every 6 months to bond with your men and learn more about working with them.. but of cause this alone does not help.. and will not make ALL your men change their attitude..

10 NSF = 4 ~ 5 Positive , 5 ~ 6 Bo Chup

2) provide incentives (eg. OIL) when your men do extra work all the time.. of cause you cannot always give them OIL then you will be facing manpower issues.. you have to really plan their OIL schedule to avoid lacking of manpower for daily operations.. if your men are totally off the chart meaning more garang than you can be, then give recommendation for promotion! this will motivate your men to strive to promote, which in return for them, MORE allowance..

10 NSF = 7 ~ 8 Positive , 2 ~ 3 Bo Chup

3) of cause you cannot just keep rewarding those good soldiers.. you also have to punish those that give you problems! (eg. EXTRAS) you can make them sign extras if they give you any problem like insubordination, chia too much MC, fucking chao keng all these.. definitely will have those who dont want to sign extras will suck it up and do their job.. then you have lesser problems..

10 NSF = 9 Positive , 1 Bo Chup

4) lastly there will always be one sucky case where this particular soldier in your unit not scared death one.. sign extra sign lor.. no rewards fine lor.. just want to serve and fuck off.. THEN, you will have to try different approach, you can have a 1 on 1 counselling, interview or something and see if that particular soldier is facing any problem or what so ever.. if you can talk him to senses then he might just suck it up and do his part too!!!

10 NSF = 9 ~ 10 Positive , 0 ~ 1 Bo Chup

end of Ryo's Guide to "A Preferred Unit Management Way".

actually my base mate will know what i'm trying to mean.. when your man does his part, never keng, never give you problem, you better start appreciating or at least show that you are, before he loses his aim.. you should at least praise him when he does well.. and not just because he did some mistake and you jolly well write in the interview booklet.. then where's all the good things he has done? WTF? because you dont have such management skills, that's why your men are following the REDs.. too bad for you then..

fyi: this is what my Squadron is doing, and therefore i'm proud to do my part for them.. my job is not only a driver.. i am totally responsible for the lives of all the pilots and crews when i'm ferrying them on my vehicle.. i uphold a very important role in the Squadron and they are appreciating my work.. i am never going back to somewhere without proper managements and work with all the REDs..

2010-03-26T00:54:00.002+08:00

have you ever felt you are at your wit's end and you needed cash for something yet you have none? you dont have the courage to seek help and suffer yourself.. because you dont want to be in debts.. it's not very nice to borrow money anyway..

hais.. if only her family will shut up or just give up.. then my side one also dont make any noise then there shall be peace to earth.. then we can save a whole lot of money from SMSes, Food, Lodging.. because i'm fking getting less than $500 a month.. haha.. even more pathetic than a bangala worker..

well just hope the fking bonus submission can be done asap.. and no voiding of what before OCT's mileage.. that is plain ridiculous.. and hope they might promote me to CFC.. and hope they will give me the chance to go Korat detachment.. then i wont be facing the fking less than $500 a month financial issue.. for just myself definitely there will be leftovers and i can save monthly.. but.. well....

the feeling is kind of overwhelming especially when you know you need the money yet there's nothing you can do! lol......... waddudo waddudo..

2010-03-23T20:16:00.004+08:00

woots! heard that this friday might standdown again.. =)

anyway i just went to apply for the new passport.. OMG it's $70 leh.. so expensive.. somemore for this month im broke already.. getting broke earlier and earlier.. lol! sian..

very very tired.. today while waiting for my friend to do his stuffs i took a power nap in the car.. lol! then just now while cutting hair i also almost fell asleep.. =/ shag out big time.. lols..

Vampire Fang Ming Jian Kueh..

New WMMT3DX+ my iRYO is S8 Unbreakable King ohh..

2010-03-18T21:39:00.003+08:00

today's the 140 Squadron's 45th Anniversary & Family Day..

i should be the busiest man in the whole squadron for today.. because i've been driving non-stop to ferry the family members around.. but it was very nice.. rained the whole day so the weather was damn cooling.. everyone's mood was good and all smiling.. somehow make me feel damn relax.. i actually enjoy the work today.. =)

then my friend driving the 2nd transporter.. we keep rush here rush there.. somewhat fun in a way.. hahahas.. i really like being in the squadron MUCH MUCH MUCH better than at mt-line.. anyway the mt-line side just gave me 1 good news and 1 bad news.. good news is the bonus claim can submit already.. bad news is anytime before oct's mileage is voided.. WTF!! hais sian.. i have at least 4500 kilometres from july till end of sept.. SIAN!!!!!!!!!! to say in another way is $225 flyaway.. -.-" half the month's allowance.. hais!

and just yesterday i received an sms from my MTO saying the new base commander had praised me for my performance in 140 Squadron.. because he's my pilot and i ferry him alot.. haha~!!

tomorrow off.. but sadly sunday duty.. but monday duty off.. nevertheless i'm still on my way to clock all the mileages i can till ORD! xD currently at 17.7k KM! hohohos..

tmr off can go meet dear and watch "Yue Guang Bao He".. hehes

2010-03-11T20:53:00.009+08:00

Ryo's Guide to;

From size XXL to size M with bulging muscles and chiselled abs

when you are training for your personal fitness you may encounter 4 levels of difficulties.. which are,

Level 1 : Proper Diet

it can be rather easy to keep track of your own diet.. as long as you are disciplined enough, you should be able to refrain yourself from eating too much oily and unhealthy food and just read about nutrition facts you should be able to know how to eat right..

the tough part is.. there's something called temptations..

Level 2 : Own Personal Sets of Trainings

you can easily cough out your own sets of trainings just by listing out what you intend to do.. depends on which part of your body you would like to train, you should be able to plan your trainings.. it's better to plan your own trainings than to follow other people's.. as you are able to judge your own body's endurance level and determine how much workouts are required at your current level..

the tough part is.. are you able to follow them the right way??

Level 3 : Determination

you will need to be determined enough to be able to train yourself the way you want it to be.. if you are like sub-standard kind of person then you will never make it no matter how hard you try..

tough!! it's easier said than done..

Level 4 : Consistency

the hardest level you may encounter in your training period.. you may be able to surpass all the previous 3 levels with ease.. as long you are determined enough to train, you planned and did all your workouts and you know how to eat right..

TOUGHEST!!!! can you maintain that standard or improve in time to come??

end of Ryo's Guide to "From XXL to M".. hope you guys will learn something..

2010-03-09T22:24:00.003+08:00

just some old pictures to load up.. heh heh.. xP

This is taken during the Tengah Anniversary Day on the December 14th.. featuring the movie tickets and Andrew!

That time bring mei mei and zavier go market there play some carnival games..

Our Loving 1st ANNIVERSARY on the 17th of January 2010..

Got free flow ice creams and drinks ohh..

I paid for the bill of course.. that's why she was happily eating.. lol~

2010-03-08T20:02:00.002+08:00

today duty off ohh.. but im so sianed.. because tmr gotta go back work again.. i prefer saturday duty.. of course no duty at all if i can choose.. hahas..

anyway this morning went to play wangan.. latest update;

iRYO (Evo IX) [B6 - Undefeated Highway Dominator]
★RYO★ [B5 - Ultimate Impreza]
LING★ [B6 - Meow Cat]
iRYO (Impreza) [A1 - Undefeated Highway Dominator]

wahaha... should be 'promoting' to Rank S9 soon.. hohohos~

then went to amk hub to meet dear.. then went to lot 1 there de pasar malam buy abit mum mum then came home eat dinner.. hopefully tmr night flying then more relax.. =) my driving mileage 17k liao wors.. if i forever dont go back to mt line i might hit over 25k should be not a problem.. =D

2010-03-03T18:09:00.003+08:00

if you ask me to use 1 word to describe my unit, (which is not the squadron im attached to now), i will say "Fucked".

how about 2 words? "Fucked Up".

probably 3 then? "Absolutedly Fucked Up". bottomline is that its more FUCKED up than u could ever imagine! well for some it may not be but for me yes.

some days ago i was informed that i need to SUPPORT today's Change of Command detail.. which means require me to ferry personnels within the base premises.. ok so as they always lack of drivers for this kind of big details, so i hoped to do my part as well and i talked to my squadron to release me to support them..

and so today i went to base early to prepare my vehicle.. i washed the entire transporter on my own which took me roughly 2 hours, and i was wearing No.3 uniform too as i thought i would be involved.. do my usual duties then reported to MT-Line around 3pm+.. i wasnt briefed on the plan at all and so i was told to standby in the office in case need additional vehicle to support.. first thing in my mind;

W H A T T H E F U C K !!!

so its very hard to tell me which route to take? and my vehicle is handed over to another driver to drive instead.. they even had other air base drivers to support for the CoC.. then i be spare man?? WTF is this.. if they only know how to waste resources, do such lousy plannings i AM not going to help them anymore..

i will do whatever it takes NOT to go back to MT-Line ever.. what kind of management is this.. lack of drivers then i go support lor.. then u call other base drivers come then ask me standby? good lor.. i dont give a fuck at all.. i went back to squadron and told the management level that next time do not release, im not willing to support anymore.. then i went back home..

at squadron i have my friends.. i dont mind longer and irregular working hours.. i dont mind to wash the entire vehicle myself (anyway that's part of my job).. i dont mind to do all the chores instructed by the squadron.. at least i feel im not in this alone..

when im back at MT-Line, all the fkers went MC or Leave what i do? standby office.. WTF?! is that part of a driver's duty? then when im urgently called back to support an important detail, what's my post? standby office. WTF?! so thats all MT-Line can do to "appreciate" their drivers? i seriously feel they failed to lead.. that's why their men are all half fucked.. and those who do better are not rightfully recognised.. no more this kind of fucked up life.. i AM fucking pissed.. FUCKING disappointed..

its as good as asking you to go back to work on an important project when you have things to do, u finished all your stuffs went back to your work place and your boss told you to look after the office then you see your colleagues doing the project without you..

or like your friend ask you out for an occasion.. you prepared well, wore nicely, washed your car, drove to pick your friend up and then he told u to wait at his house then you got to pass your car to someone else and they went off instead..

please tell me if you dont feel like a total loser. i'll salute thee.. because you have freaking no mind of your own.. you only do what you are told even it's at your disadvantage..

for the next interview i shall share a piece of my mind to the higher up.. not all NSFs are pushovers.. they have their rights and integrity.. and they should be rightfully recognised or punished in both sense..

2010-03-01T21:38:00.002+08:00

happy march's fools day..

today offffffffff because yesterday duty ohh.. wah dunno why tengah inn like more and more scary.. loL!! especially when u go toilet pee pee then hear some weird knocking noises.. O.O!

then morning came back went to run run.. dont feel like got burn any fats though. =/ just run lor.. sweat abit oso feel shiok.. then came home do all the usual stuffs already then went to play wangan..

then went to amk hub to fetch dear.. she this ji dan.. i keep tell her im at amk hub then she still ask me why am i there, i should be at bishan.. this girl ahh, totally never read all my smses.. just hamtam whack only..

suprised dear with a pair of ear rings.. she this complain queen ahhh.. ytd only complain say ear ring lost.. so dont know how to take care of things one.. ultimate classic blur champion ahh.. really canot find another on par one.. lol!

now duty i learned to bring ps2 to play star ocean.. if not so damn boring sia at there.. so lonely oso.. just ytd i whacked from lv32 to lv58 ohh!!! story never progress much just keep training.. aim to complete story by ORD.. LOL! hopefully lor..

2010-02-24T00:34:00.002+08:00

im just homie.. so late? yups, night flying.. lol..

drove another general today.. nothing much though.. he's just another man.. hahas..

so sad la so sad la.. sibeh sian. getting fatter and fatter and fatter and fatter.. T.T waddudo waddudo.. must really start training on my tummy.. train so much on my arms.. but my tummy getting bigger tooo.. whats the point?!?!?! arghs!

dear started working liao.. hope she's adapting well.. always so pampered by me.. hahahas.. next week COC gotta support again.. no issue man.. im the best driver.. xD

2010-02-16T00:02:00.003+08:00

happy new year and err.. happy valentines! xD

nothing special for the new year.. most boys and girls out there will be soooooo happy getting all the ang baos and stuffs.. nothing much for me.. my dear got almost 4x the amount i got for the ang baos loL! mine excluding my family give one total up to about $60 odds only.. so pathetic right.. lol!! inflation ahh.. hahas.. but ang bao money never increase leh.. o.O?

today so many ppl playing wangan.. both dear and me waited soooooo long to play lor.. den after when can play, wait too long until so sian also not much mood to play..

iRYO (Impreza) - [A3 Racing in Another Dimension]
iRYO (Evo IX) - [B7 Undefeated Highway Dominator]
LING★ - [B7 Osaka Warrior]

my impreza sti version VI dont need to say i never play liao lol~

probably tmr go play again.. both dear and me down with sore throat ohhh.. hahas.. we live together happy together sad together sick oso together leh! lol~

2010-02-10T19:46:00.004+08:00

today they audit vehicles element, got whacked.. =/

somehow it affects me.. actually the faults dont directly put me in questionable state but as part of the squadron i still have to do my parts.. i saw how AMK got whacked.. tssk tssk.. jialat sia.. hopefully they can cover some things then at least can get over and done with easily..

dear 3 days no messaged me liao.. dont even bother to sms me.. she purposely want me to say sorry to her first.. but lets just take it as a breather week for us.. valentine's coming.. headache. totally nothing in mind.. i dont think she have anything too..

sometimes after a relationship went on for a certain time there have to be some sparks and feelings soured this kind of things.. its really quite hard to maintain a relationship no matter how true each other's love is.. it takes more than just efforts and emotions to make things better.. every individual got their own perspectives to everything.. so its really quite hard to be thinking along the same line all the time.. and being stubborn is even worse when both dont want to give in together.. its always like that.. well.. =/

what more i can say right.. lets just take this week be a breather week.. not say i dont love her anymore or what.. i still do.. im taking this time to do some flashbacks and learn how things have changed.. anyway the audit thingy is stressing me up as well.. hopefully the findings can be rectify soon..

some things that dont affect me too much i try to do it well.. and there are things that affect me so much till im tired to bother anymore.. just after some breather hopefully things will turn out better..

Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

very interesting song but the MV abit dont link.. =/ dont understand why she have to do such make ups and the costumes though, probably just her style of presentation..

2010-02-05T21:26:00.003+08:00

i wonder if anyone reads my blog.. o.O? cos there's no one tagging.. and the freaking counter thingy is like not working.. duhh.. =/

first week of Feb gone.. closer and closer to ORD.. hohohos.. it's not ORD im looking forward to.. its the LICENSE APPLICATION DATE im DYING for..

tmr i will go back to touch up on my vehicle.. must clean it up THOROUGHLY.. make it like a BRAND NEW transporter.. i drive it everyday, its my duty to maintain it also mah.. everyone's doing their part for AFO so i should too!

mummy they all just came back from hainan island.. dear stayed over for the entire week.. from monday all the way till this morning then she went home.. lols! every night we watched "tom & jerry" before sleep.. so funny.. hahah~

2010-02-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

so sian..

thinking of upgrading PES to C1 at least can take IPPT.. if can pass or gold can get money lehh... but sibeh sian.. want to train oso sian.. so long never jog, just now think better start jogging to train up if not dreams will never be able to meet.. then my stupid knee gave way.. -.-"

hais.. looks like need do lots of physio to strengthen the muscles around the knees before dreaming big lor..

getting fatter and fatter.. oso sian.

2010-02-01T10:12:00.002+08:00

congratulation LCP K W Lee, you are promoted to the rank of Coporal with effect from 01st February 2010. xD

2010-01-29T16:07:00.002+08:00

today went to play wangan with dear ohh...

my iRYO (Evo IX) became an "Undefeated Highway Dominator"!! which means completed story mode without any lost.. xD 100 stories/ 100 wins.

deardear keep play ghost mode and bully sinyu's saving.. (i also) lol~!

and my iRYO (Impreza) is PINK! with light purple neon light and light purple aura.. which make the entire car car look so pinkish.. woohooos~~ today played quite well.. not bad not bad.. =D

2010-01-28T18:13:00.003+08:00

today is one happening day man..

no flying, maintenance day so we thought it will be slack so we did a round of "prowling" and suprisingly found one LTC and his man with his GP car stucked in the ammo dump.. LOL! some noob locked them in. so he told us to go the ammo dump guard post and tell them to open up the gate.. i think they sure get fked like dunno what.. LOL!!!

early morning already receive good news from DY CO saying to recognise the Squadron's efforts in the past few months they are giving everyone a GO day.. cheers to it man.. but they have to come back on saturday to prepare for audit.. but last minute they changed to come back tmr instead of saturday.. but they are giving me OFF for tmr.. so its still good news to me.. xD

then i spoke to my 140 CWO regarding my stay in the Squadron.. he's more than happy to keep me there.. so he sent a "petition" email to my GLLO OC to tell her they need me there.. even my DY CO also said they have an exercise coming up and would like me to stay and do my part as an OSPREY WARRIOR.. i feel damn appreciated la.. like my efforts are truely recognised.. its really nice.. beyond words man.. xD

although afternoon time was really quite busy driving with loading & unloading, but its ok! one more pair of hands to help carry things, lesser time it takes to finish any task.. =)

i really hope i can stay at 140 Squadron.. and i would like to go korat detachment with them! =D that would be an experience of a life time!!!!!!!

such good mood.. so later shall go play wangan awhile.. make my iRYO (Impreza) PINK colour!! exotic WOoOoHooOOoOooo~~

2010-01-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

fine day isnt it? scorching hot in the afternoon plus a bit of drizzle that stop after some good few mins..

reached base like around 9+am as i came earlier.. encik took some guy out for LOA test and happened to see me at the bus stop so they U-turned and picked me up.. then after a long busy day which i clocked 111km and ends almost at 8pm, my friend offered me to drive his car back as he promised the other time.. WOOHOoOoo~ without further thoughts, just do it man..

he drove his Volkswagen GTI to work as usual but only managed to drive back home from my house's void deck carpark.. hahas.. for my 21 yrs of life.. thats probably one of those awesome stunts that i did so far.. =P but it's so freaking worth it.. who in the hell can get his lucky ass pop in a GTI and drive home when he doesnt own one? (although he can rent one, but lets just say drive for FREE)

That his beauty that i drove back (car number plate censored for privacy purpose)

*fyi: i earn my friend's trust to do so..

talked to my CWO today.. he said he wants me to be in the Squadron because im nice.. o.O! then he say he will talk to my OC if ever she asks for a change of driver.. i also wish i can stay longer.. on personal point of view i respect 140's management more than MT-line's.. no offence but seriously it's true.. and more friends from the squadron i dont feel like i'm the only one doing this shit.. and i enjoy my days there clocking mileages!

today Flight Commander Colonel HoF asked me to consider being a pole dancer instead of a driver.. the first time he said i look too fit to be a driver.. now he said this.. wonder what will he say next? =S

2010-01-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

whee~!! deardear came back to cck to meet me in the evening.. then we went to play wangan again.. i challenged the top osaka map player with dear's car then use my car then use dear's car then use my car.. lol..

latest record as follow;

LING★ [B9 Osaka's Warrior]
iRYO (Evo IX) [B9 Lancer Evolution master]
★RYO★ [B5 Ultimate Impreza]
iRYO (Impreza) [A4 GBD-F King]

before i left.. my record is still the top for osaka ohh.. doubt it will stay long though..

this week's HOTSHOT heard that my squadron didnt do really well.. hmmmm.. for experience lor.. my CWO say he want to keep me till i ORD.. i dont mind though.. but at least let me drive a car with better air-condition system.. =/ if not damn headache and hot.. tsssk..

2010-01-19T23:33:00.003+08:00

deardear tonight stay over ohh.. met me just now and went to eat dinner with mummy at lot 1 then went to play wangan lol..

deardear completed story 100 liao sia~

my iRYO (Evo IX) still at story 85.. trying to get 100 wins.. now at 85.. o.o" my iRYO (Impreza) left 2 stars to 100 outruns liao ohh..

tired.. going to sleep soon.. recently weather so hot.. almost die of heat stroke.. now my right arm is like chocolate.. compare to my normal skin tone almost black and white.. so scary.. o.O!

anyway today is zavier's birthday ohhh..... happy 4th birthday my nephew.. hohoho~ so funny yet so irritating at times.. sibeh naughty..

2010-01-17T23:46:00.004+08:00

today was the 1st Anniversary with deardear oh!!!!

yesterday met dear in the late morning then went to eat short lunch then played wangan awhile then went to sing karaoke ohh.. hahas.. then sing till evening ate at the sushi village then went down to city hall watch "Spy next door".. so so lor the movie.. expected plot though..

then after that went to sit by the bay and talk talk awhile.. took her there cos there is where we had our first date. hehes.. then walked all the way to orchard just to take NR3 home..

today morning woke up went to play wangan too then rented dvd home to watch.. then went to gombak to eat prata then went to lot 1 play wangan again cos dear say she hand itchy.. hohos.. then just came back, polished boots and here i am blogging..

a very simple weekend but we are very loving ohh.. xD

anyway deardear play till story 84 liao wors.. play so much.. o.O!

LING★ [C1 Nice Looking]
iRYO (Evo IX) [B9 Lancer Evolution master]
★RYO★ [B5 Ultimate Impreza]
iRYO (Impreza) [A5 GDB-F King]

2010-01-14T00:02:00.004+08:00

today is freaking shag day.. drive non stop for almost entire day.. cos they got the exercise hotshot prep ahhh.. then i need drive the pilots here and there and there and here.. lol..

today i hit my 14k MID driving mileage.. o.O! i can covert 2 license liao.. lol.. (i'm probably the most mileage driven driver among TAB drivers right now) o.o!! and 9 months 2 weeks more to ORD ohh... drive till siao.. hahass...

ah soon going back MT line then probably attaching to medical centre.. there is like shit.. hope he stays at MT line.. and i dont want to go down so fast yet lehhhhh.... just made new friends.. so many friends... so fast say bb meh?

just now went to play wangan again.. lol.. hand itchy.. but i think too shag today lehhh.. never play very well.. today those NSF nights out.. then some of them went to play wangan.. one sit on my right one sit on my left then they keep challenge each other's ghost.. wtf?! somemore the "not so good" like so show off.. haha.. then after they left i play with the not-so-good's ghost.. trash him like WOoohoos.. can own him like 500+m sia.. funny..

now my iRYO (impreza) A5 GDB-F King.. think have to play story mode / win more maxi coins / outrun stars to gain rank liao bahhss.. and my this car hit 5k mileage already then got this small small aura around.. so cute.. hahas..

going orhorh.. good niteyyy..

2010-01-11T23:54:00.003+08:00

today work almost 11hrs leh.. lols.. i think i more and more nua already sia.. everyday only want to go back earlier.. i thought i very ON one? o.o!

going to sleep soon.. tired leh.. somemore tmr working 10am.. hopefully 4pm can hand over ask my friend help me cover lol! life at 140 isnt that bad.. with all the friends there.. at least you know you are not alone.. you help people, people help you.. so nice =D

then sometimes those who drive will give u a ride back.. not bad right..

my iRYO (Impreza) rank A6 liao.. dont know how they make till SSS but confirm there's a way.. hahas..

2010-01-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. today went to play wangan with dear again ohh.. then after that went to meet minyu and his friend at orchard go partyworld sing sing.. ok ah quite enjoyed.. =D next time must jio more close friends then go sing sing more fun mah..

iRYO (Evo IX) story 60 wins 60 ohh.. trying to complete the dress-up before continuing story.. hopefully can get 100 wins then get the "Undefeated Highway Dominator".. xD

iRYO (Impreza) crowned Osaka's TOP player at Zone X (downtown east) ohhh.. today went there to play with dear then i challenged the top player and won ohh.. so happy.. then i used my ★RYO★ to compete then iRYO again to keep the fastest record there.. hohohohos.. hopefully my ghost saving will beat everyone else and stay there as the top! xD

deardear de LING★ story 43 liao ohh.. she improved liao oh.. but still way to go.. i only helped her once ohh.. lols.. tmr then go play again.. then next week then continue..

LING★ [ C6 Continuing King ]
iRYO (Evo IX) [ C3 Lancer Evolution master ]
iRYO (Impreza) [ A9 GDB-F King ]
★RYO★ [ B5 Ultimate Impreza ]

next week heavy flying leh.. must be damn tiring and shag.. so this weekend must enjoy!!! =)

deardear staying tonight.. wheee~~

2010-01-08T18:33:00.002+08:00

1 week passed for the year.. today weather damn hot.. must tahan 2 more weeks then hopefully my transporter's air con fixed.. then dont have to suffer "heat stroke" everyday.. =/

ytd booked out early went to play wangan ohh.. today oso book out early.. but no money leh.. =(

iRYO (Evo IX) story 55 wins 55.. iRYO (impreza) rank B3 liao ohh.. =D tmr going to play with deardear ohh.. her RX-8 still stuck so back..

hope i can stay at 140 for some time more then can earn as much mileage as possible.. now 13.5k liao ohh.. lols.. i think next week 14k liao.. i think if i continue to be up there ORD can hit about 23k shouldnt be a problem.. =)

just did my dumbbells.. so shag never go run leh.. haiss.. my arms got toner but my tummy got fatter.. x(

Operation "Resuscitation" is failing badly.. badly.. =/

2010-01-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

today went ESCAPE with dear oh!!! hahaha.. she's been wanting to go so much.. so today pei her go lorh.. all the very thrilling rides gone.. heard from my friend is that cos too much injuries.. perhaps they just planning to make that a family theme park rather than for youngsters..

after that went to play wangan with dear ohh.. haha..

dear played 60 games then she's still at story 33.. i think with 4 Maxi coins.. quite ok liao lah.. for a no-driving-experience person is better than average.. but alot room for improvements ohhh..

my iRYO (EVO IX) is at story 50, with no-lose records.. hehes..

today was alright lor.. alot of entertainment the whole day.. just finished doing all my stuffs to prepare for "school-reopen" day.. loL!

i've made my boots the most kilat.. then my smart 4 most tight.. haha.. and did some dumbbells to tone my arms.. =D anyway soooooooooooooooo freaking long never run.. so fat.. so fat.. so so fat.. =(

going to pom pom and sleep soon.. night night!

2010-01-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

latest update ohh..

iRYO (Evo IX) story 40 wins 40 oh.. xD and deardear de LING★ story 30 ohh.. RX-8 very steady and fast sia.. very power.. o.O!

wanted to go bowling today but too late liao.. dear planning to buy another dog ohh.. but i keep telling her its not the time yet dont make such harsh decision.. today at vivo saw the maltese 2 months+ only.. so small so cute like one furball.. then the chow chow so funny the face like some care bear like that.. but chow chow $3200 ohh.. maltese only $1500.. o.O!

tmr duty.. sian.. but going to bring ps2 go play so time pass faster.. =)

2010-01-01T02:08:00.002+08:00

2010 le.. (yeah~..)

no big deal leh.. feels the same.. just like any other day..

went out with mummy and zavier and amerlyn ohh.. wah they damn naughty.. =/ after that played wangan with deardear oh at dhoby ghaut zone x next to pc bunk ohh.. deardear played so hard she now chapter 20 le ohh!! my iRYO (Evo IX) chapter 30 le ohh!!

just now wanted to play again but the virtualand at clementi closing already so we came back home..

hais. just the start of another f up year..

2009-12-31T14:04:00.002+08:00

ytd went to play wangan with deardear ohhh!!

deardear de LING★ story 10 liao ohh!! then my iRYO (Evo IX) story 19 liao ohh!!!

then got ppl challenged my iRYO (Impreza) and ★RYO★ ghost i revenged win ohh!! o.O

so lol when deardear play so gan jiong her reactions so funny.. (especially when she bang or the opponent overtake her car) then alot ppl see her play oso.. o.O

dunno later where to go leh.. last day of the year liao.. like so fast ah?

next year got the youth olympic ohh.. Mr Lee once said going to put us as timer for the taekwondo games.. (first class seat oh.. lol!) see if got chance lor..

any resolutions? never think leh.. walk 1 step see 1 step lor..

2009-12-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

Operation "Resuscitation" seems to be non-functional.. damn sian..

today went to Lot 1 arcade in the morning with dear.. sinyu took so damn long to come.. should have slept longer.. last night around 3am plus then sleep so tired.. cos last night went to sing karaoke at partyworld clementi from 11 till 1+.. then walked to jurong town hall road then take taxi.. save money mah.. but still $7.50 fare..

fk up sia.. my iRYO (impreza) dream shattered by one stupid mistake at story 98.. -.-" almost got my "Undefeated Highway Dominator" title.. SIAN!

then fed up sia play my new iRYO (Evo IX).. lol.. so far so good 10% story mode completed.. NO MISTAKES anymore!

then play with sinyu.. then some boyboy challenged us also.. =/ then try our Osaka timing.. my latest timing is;

3'51'772 iRYO [760HP]
3'52'111 ★RYO★ [760HP]

almost can break record with 780HP but bang abit then no more mode to play..

deardear see us play until she bueh tahan so ask her buy a new car to play.. so she bought a RX-8 ohh.. she name the car LING★ lol!

then next time we can go play together.. wahahah!!

then after that rented "Ponyo" home to watch.. damn lol show sia.. -.-" then played ps2 until go market eat dinner.. very simple day.. =)

2009-12-23T17:57:00.002+08:00

today is Day 28 of Operation "Resuscitation". never do much.. only dumbbells.. then push abit for the crunches.. but really nothing much.. hais.. -.-"

clear my last half day leave for the year.. christmas i'll be on duty.. then new year oso.. lol.. then my OC like not happy.. he say he try to help me clear off one day.. anything lor.. if not jiu lan lan still have to do.. kns..

damn sian.. everytime dear and i always have opposing views then quarrel so much.. now oso.. zzzzz.. really damn sian.. always like that.. wadudo? -.-"

suppose watching Avatar.. but so many ppl book liao.. forget it then.. save money oso..

2009-12-17T22:02:00.003+08:00

Supposingly Day 23 of Operation "Resuscitation".

not very much progress.. probably to the resting period.. and recently never go for my runs or tummy exercise.. so expect nothing more than fats that is building.. but the arms are doing something..

training weights every night, hopefully wearing a tighter sleeved tee will look nicer.. loL! of cos must burn the tummy fats even more to be more sexy..

next week then resume my tummy trainings.. and i should really cut on my diet.. =/

alot things happened.. nothing to explain.. what to do are done what to say are said..

catching back to the work tempo.. coping ok.. most people in my squadron are always asking me when then i'm going back MT Line.. lol! isit cos they really want me to go or dont want to lose me this workaholic? =/

sianed.

2009-12-13T19:17:00.003+08:00

3 days of adult's life.. o.O"

had my Operation "Resuscitation" on hold for 9 days till date.. i believed all my previous 10 days trainings had gone to waste already lol.. -.-"

latest update of ppl remembering my birthday;

Zibing
Kaiyuan

zibing messaged me yesterday morning.. then yesterday went to had dinner with kaiyuan and his girlfriend.. wanted to call sinyu and zhiyong but sinyu not free and zhiyong handphone in "display" mode again..

today dear came over in the morning then we slept till afternoon went to suntec to pick mummy up then went to bugis swensens to eat lunch to celebrate my birthday.. =)

walked around awhile.. so crowded so sian then came back home liao lor..

now.. PHOTOS TIME!!

I completed this ohhhhhhhh... feel so proud..

Free from home!

I bought this doraemon DVD to watch throughout the stay ohh.. heh heh..

Deardear bought this cake for me ohh.. she dropped the strawberries while taking out the cake from the box.. =/

Then see her prepare the cake cake right before midnight..

And..... Happy Birthday Ryo!

So sad i still have to pay for lunch..

Then see dear so happily stirring the drink..

Then she happily drank it..

Eat till so happy ohh..

The food is quite nice.. especially the "Sour & Cream Onion" fries..

Yah that's the fries i'm talking about..

Dinner went to Jack's Place..

See dear happily drinking again? Because i have to pay the bill again.. =(

Then see my face so black.. lol!

This one abit epic ohh..

But we are still so 幸福..

Singapore suddenly very cold hor?

Because Santa is coming to town!

Dinner at Cineplex B1 there the sushi place ohh..

Of cos only us.. never take with kaiyuan and his gf.. opps =X

Then today went to eat with mummy, ah jie, zavier and amerlyn ohh.. But still only us.. xD

I had Ribeye Steak medium rare + chendol milk shake..

Deardear's order was some grilled fish with sambal + apple juice..

Then HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME again!! lol.. but demoted to 10 yrs old.. =/

2009-12-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

i just like to take this opportunity to thanks those people who wished me happy birthday at least, on my 21st birthday.. by right it should be a really meaningful birthday.. but i celebrated it quietly with my deardear.. =)

right after dear sang the happy birthday song when time struck 12, came;

Cherry jie
Charmaine
Ah Soon
Sinyu
Mingen
Minyu
Kelvin ( someone from my camp least expected to receive the msg from..=/ )
Christine ( wished me belated after i wished her today )

[ listing accordingly timing order ]

wasnt really expecting any particular wish but i thought there might be more though.... but that's nice enough... hmmmphh.. maybe my friends are just too busy with their lives.. everyone of them, thanks for being with me at least in my memories.. without you guys i wouldnt have gone thus far...

im 21 now.. many things are just the beginning to start with as a rightfully adult life.. wow.. takes time to adapt then.. all the best ryo..

2009-12-07T14:55:00.002+08:00

just 3 more days to my big day ohh..

but i paused my Operation "Resuscitation" for a few days already.. due to fever.. -.-" sekali like last year birthday end up in hospital.. so dear came to my house and take care of me ohhh..

we met up on satuday afternoon.. accompanied dear to do her hair lor.. she rebond fringe then color hair and highlight then still treatment wors.. i sat there 4 hours waiting for her oh.. by then i wasnt feeling bad at all.. after came home at night then that night start to have body aches.. so bad that i did not sleep well.. then the next morning went to meet sinyu at clementi to play wangan.. LOL!!

quite long never play.. but ok oh! skills never drop much.. cos i only play OSAKA map.. sinyu challenged me a few times but he only won once ohhh..

then after that i start feeling very feverish and cold.. dear say i can play arcade still so happy then dont bother me.. lol.. but when i came home feel so terrible.. my fever is about 38.5 like that.. so took panadol and went to orhorh..

after wake up subside to about 37.8 like that.. but feel that should go see doctor.. so went to NUH in the evening.. the stupid doctor never even bother about me just say it should be a normal flu, gave me a 1 day MC which is on SUNDAY.. -.-" then i told him if i take the medication cause drowziness how am i going to drive then he ask me to go see MO to take my excuse.. zzzz

then came home the fever went up to 39.1 ohh.. then faster orhorh.. keep wake up.. deardear say like sleeping with oven like that.. lol! but today morning wake up feel much better liao.. cos deardear so 细心 take care of me ohhh.. in the middle of the night still wake up put ice bag on my forehead ohh.. =)

just now went to polyclinic to see doctor again.. gave me 2 days MC ohh..

this entire week dont have to go base.. like block leave like that.. o.O

2009-12-03T23:29:00.002+08:00

Day 09 Operation "Resuscitation".

my efforts did pay out.. but not much yet.. but still worth a =)

ytd jogged 2x 3.7km = 7.4km again.. xD

today did tummy exercises and dumb bells at home.. seems like tummy got way way way to go.. but my arms are toning well.. need more sets and more methods of lifting to tone it nicer.. =D

1 more week to 21st birthday.. 07 days only.....

2009-12-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

Day 07 Operation "Resuscitation".

1) jogged 25mins, 3.7km.
2) 3 sets of 4x chin ups interval 30s.
3) jogged 26mins, 3.7km again.
4) 3 sets of 4x chin ups interval 30s.
5) 2 sets of 90 degress forward crunches x16 + side crunches x7.
6) 20 push ups.
7) 3 sets of 10kg x10 biceps curls.

that's it for today.. so not siong at all though.. but it's a good start i suppose.. only day 07 leh.. =/

today SPARK and SHINE "my" transporter until i sweat soooo much.. my CWO is damn impressed by my effort.. lol! then after driving CAF then have to exchange back my squadron transporter, which is DAMN dirty and chui compared to the one i spark and shine in the morning.. lol! good job done for 111 instead.. nvm.. i've done my part.. when i'm free then go spark and shine my own transporter which is already chui. o.O

finally things are getting better between dear and me.. o.O well this should be the way from the start ma..

gotta go pom pom soon and wait for dear to online.. ciiaos~

2009-12-01T00:03:00.003+08:00

happy december~

this month is a very special month.. although every month i can live should be considered a gift.. but this month marks my birth month.. had a lot of sweet and bitter times.. young young celebrate with family.. then with friends.. then with ex-girlfriends if that time have, but last year celebrate at NUH? =/

this year dear had planned special things for me.. but the few days leading to the special day may not be as special..

dear got over sensitive and cold-shouldered me.. i CROSS my heart that i never even done anything wrong.. she's just being paranoid.. let her be then.. until she clears her mind.. hais..

tmr there's CAF visit.. met him a few times.. finally driving him tmr.. wow.. not really looking forward though.. haha.. have to make the transporter SPARK and SHINE before he reach.. =/

read back my blog's past entries.. mainly from last year.. browse through some and really find that i have had a crazy life.. so emo at times.. so happy at times.. so sporty at times.. so loving.. and so heartbroken.. so so so many emotions so so so much flashbacks......

anyway it's late.. good night..

2009-11-26T23:33:00.002+08:00

i should call today Day 2 of my Operation "Resuscitation".

hopefully i can revive to my "full-of-confidence" days.. where i can stand proud before the world.. =) someday.. s o m e d a y ..

tmr deardear is coming my house ohhh!! xD miss her lots..

today the NE tour.. to URA (Urban Redevelopment Authorities), Supreme Court and the UOB Plaza.. in short.. its a PLAIN BORING TOUR! ok la.. never went to URA, supreme court before.. so go see see look look.. but the damn woman so talkative.. keep talking about history and politics.. come on leh.. not like we drivers need to care who founded singapore and what he did right.. all we do is DRIVE the DAMN MID vehicles.. -.-"

gotta go rest soon ohh..

2009-11-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

yesterday bought dumb bells ohh!!! hopefully can really train train train!!!! then can burn all the fats then be fit fit ohh.. then wont so sian anymore! xD

just did some sets.. feel my tummy so freaking fat.. soo freaking fat.. soo sooo soooo freaking fat.. =( must train.. must train.. =(

tmr going some NE tour thingy ohh.. lols.. i requested to work in the morning.. ON ma.. so im going to work in the morning just to orientate one friend of mine then after that then go down MT-Line to go to the NE tour thing..

today one of my friend got injured after the tow bar of some tow-cart dropped on his finger.. =/ poor guy..

so sian.. shall sleep soon..

2009-11-19T23:26:00.004+08:00

finally received the photos from the ubin trip on 23rd october 2009 lol..

went ubin that day to celebrate my 1 year SERVICE in NS.. till date is like another 11 months more.. =/ i think clocking 20k mileage shouldnt be a problem.. unless they pull me back to MT-Line to shake leg and gain fats again lor.. sian.. -.-"

Andrew, Me, Ah Soon & Minyu..

Went there of course must cycle lah..

Ah soon's Jet-Star jump..

Minyu's Jet-Star jump..

Andrew's Jet-Star jump..

And mine!!

Action 1..

Action 2..

Action 3..

Action 4..

Missing of someone?

Very random..

Tengah Drivers Meet 2009. Representing 143 Sqn, Ah soon. Representing FSS, Andrew. Representing MT-Line, Minyu and lastly Representing 140 Sqn, ME!

Mirror Reflection..

My best buddies in NS..

That island opposite is Singapore ohh..

And that's Pulau Tekong.. not going there anymore though.. xD

Say cheese!

And this is Ah Jack.. a NOT so wild boar..

And it's time to go home..

Look at ah soon's shag face..

Goodbye Pulau Ubin and a nice 1 year anniversary of National Service..

2009-11-11T22:59:00.003+08:00

fk up..

feel so fat and weak.. and fking no time to train.. 3 days night flying.. monday i jogged, tuesday dear came.. today morning too tired.. then after early book out went to jog, cant make it already.. so fk up.. so fk up..

waddudo waddudo.. haiss..... =/

2009-11-10T12:32:00.002+08:00

pay day!!

kns.. non-combat men pay is the suckiest.. -.-" only $460 now? ppl im working with gets their 3SG just by being aircrafts technicians.. get $740 a month.. =/ no wonder im so freaking broke.. hais..

going to go work in awhile.. today work 2.30pm.. got my 10k driving mileage liao.. according to the 1999 manpower circular i am eligible of putting on my safe & courteous driving badge.. but my spec say think got change.. he's taking his own sweet time to help me send in my mileage record for verification.. sian.. must wait and wait..

deardear came to my house early in the morning.. haha.. finally got time to meet lor.. cos she's having exam this afternoon.. just nice i book in late.. so can meet her awhile mah..

2009-11-04T22:41:00.002+08:00

today isnt so progressive as yesterday..

shouldnt have eaten my dinner so late.. then feel kinda full cant jog much.. did abit of chin ups and push ups only.. i think i focus on my arm and chest for the mean time.. when i finally feel better to carry on the jog then start drizzling.. seems like the sky is against my training will..

but i oso stress cos i feel so fat and weak.. want to train fitter ( as in really fking fit ) in the shortest time possible.. must really discipline myself to train hard.. ><"!

recently keep kena say when i left SQ without seeking permission.. tssk.. so next time i must ask permission to do other tasks.. if not later kena say again.. =(

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Look into my eyes
You will see what you mean to me
Search your heart search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for
You know it's true
Everything I do
I do it for you

Look into your heart
You will find there's nothing there to hide
Take me as I am take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for
I can't help it there's nothing I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do
I do it for you

There's no love
Like your love
And no other
Could give more love
There's no one
Unless you're there
All the time all the way

Ah you can't tell me it's not worth trying for
I can't help it there's nothing I want more
Yeah I would fight for you
I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you
Yeah I'd die for you

You know it's true
Everything I do
I, I do it for you

2009-11-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

so fast november liao.. o.O"

faster ORD bah!!! cant wait to take license.. hahas.. soooooooooooooooo damn eager to drive outside.. 11 months and 3 more weeks.. hahahas.. quite long ah.. =/

shucks.. no time to exercise.. or either that too tired/lazy to exercise.. looks like i've put on weight even further.. DAMNIT!

feel so fat and weak.. so once i got home just now i went to jog.. lol!! jogged total 5.55km.. surprisingly my stamina is not depleted too much from my usual performance.. but my chin ups dropped so much.. must train from scratch.. dont have proper equipment to train leh.. no time to go gym oso.. sian..

must really have a STRICT training plan to follow to obtain optimal results.. =) but really damn hard to do so.. =(

hope i can continue the running and stuffs everyday.. o.O"

2009-10-25T08:52:00.002+08:00

backie home from duty yesterday..

my friends drove me in his Honda S2000.. freaking cool man.. whats more.. they speed up to 180kmph.. WOohoooOooO.. that's the fastest i've ever travelled in.. =D

then they brought me to this place and they try doing drifts.. that's more than just freaking cool!!

spotted one taxi uncle doing wild business in his ride ohh.. didnt really look into the vehicle as we thought its just some uncle sleeping in his own taxi.. but then the drifting sounds woke them then they left.. when his taxi drove pass us we saw this girl passenger with her hair damn messy like just had some cat fight or something.. lol!! nowadays ahh... tssk tssk.. save the money for hotel.. do in taxi?! interesting!

my friend actually wanted me to drive his GTI but i got no license.. DAMN the license.. T.T but he say will let me try someday.. woohoo~~

later going meet deardear ohh.. but in the evening.. so gotta make use of the time to exercise!! probably get some sleep too.. =)

2009-10-20T18:11:00.003+08:00

sunday is deardear's birthday oh!!!! she 18 liao oh!!! then i made something nice nice for her ohh.. other ppl dont jealous k? =D

morning deardear came to my house to orhorh ohh.. then late morning we go mum mum at the xinwang taiwan mum mum place at bbp.. suck sia not nice one.. kena scammed.. then collect the cake that i ordered secretly =X then went to some corner in singapore to find a campspot ohh.. then rested there till hungry go buy mum mum then come back rest again.. so nice wors.. nobody disturb.. =)

then dinner we went to Central© eat oh.. eat at Manhattan Fish Market ohh.. then we sit outside there.. suppose to be more romantic but quite warm ah.. lousy singapore weather.. tssk..

then walk walk around awhile then go back campspot to rest rest and cut cake ohh!! then pom pom and sleep.. tada~ 1 day over.. simple and nice wors..

next afternoon then we left there went to cineplex to mum mum sushi.. wanted to watch movie but nothing nice leh.. then went to plaza sing walk walk.. deardear pipi itchy went to buy laptop.. $1499 sia.. o.O!

then went to esplanade library play CHESS... ( shuling says: deardear so lousy got pwned like siao =O ) the urine want come out ahh.. then i still use my king hop here hop there dont want to admit lose.. damn funny..

then went to eat dinner at raffles city de food court.. then send deardear back.. waaa.. we spent like some 38 hours we did so many things ohh... xD and spent alot money ohh!! lols.. =/

我♥你 dear!!

The stuff i did for deardear ohh.. spent a few hours only but it takes a heart of love to do ohh..

Our campspot.. =X

OMG!! We're in a hotel room?!

Then it's time to zilian abit..

Then dear tried to seduce me ohh.. see her face.. xD

There she tries again.. o.O

Some alaskan pollock fish & chips.. o.O

Deardear ordered de baked dory with garlic butter rice.. o.O!!! damn nice..

That's why she eat till so happy..

So engrossed in scooping all the tiramisu dessert wor.. hahas..

Then we went back to cut cake ohh..

Deardear pray first..

Then she make her birthday wish.. lols!

Then we took a picture with the cake.. errm.. the side of the cake though..

See the next morning before we left dear still give this look.. so 陶醉 right!!

2009-10-17T14:26:00.004+08:00

today is the 9th month anniversary with deardear.. but cant meet her.. we're leaving everything for tmr.. tmr is a big day for deardear.. it's her BIRTHDAY!!!

love you dear..

so today i shall break my head apart to think and prepare nice nice stuffs for tmr.. today finally can sleep late late.. haha.. last time meet dear so wake up early.. or if not jiu shi go base so wake up early.. totally dont have enough sleep..

just now go jogging.. feel so fuck up.. must run everyday.. still feel so fat.. sibeh sian.. SIBEH sian..

totally ruined my day with such body..

2009-10-12T12:10:00.002+08:00

F.A.T. = Failures And Terminations.

moral of the story? dont be fat.. u fail everything and the best things u have terminate on their own..

ok ppl out there may think i LOOK fit.. but not really.. just that the shirt covers all.. =/

but i must really be fit to be looked at.. fit oso boost a person's confidence and his/her mentality.. right? so everyone let's be FIT.. as in real FIT.. =)

since we are still young just push ourselves to greater heights.. maybe for extreme sportsman-minded people like me think like that.. who knows?

just now cycled some 18.84km.. which is pathetically short distance compared to my past trainings.. and im outta breath throughout.. =( probably my average is just some 10km+++ph.. about a third of my peak.. but lets work hard together to surpass my personal best..

been telling myself this for how long? let's see.. probably more than a year and still im sooo stucked at the very bottom of my own cliff.. still struggling to get out of the harder times to see light revealing ground level.. chim huh?

with perserverance and determination, nothing's impossible.. sometimes will-power can be mistaken as psychic.. xD of cos, all these need loads of time and efforts..

2009-10-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

today went to dear's piano teacher's wedding ceremony ohhhhhhhhhh..

damn funny.. cos i end up become part of the choir group because dear want me to sit there with her.. LOL!! then when they sing i just mumble mumble agar agar sing oso.. very funny.. cos i am DAMN DAMN out of place.. cos i look so old and soooo.. funny.. lols..

then came back to my house cos dear keep say the pants i wearing make my pi pi look so huge.. ARGHHH.. so came back to change to a black jeans then went down to dear de family dinner.. her parents dont want me to be there.. but her uncle called me personally to ask me to go.. so i went lor.. but luckily there's no spark outbreak.. but very awkward meal.. cos none of her cousins strike conversation with me.. so unfriendly meh.. lols.. then ask me talk to them first oso very weird..

so everything i just smile smile be nice nice.. then when the dinner ends got the birthday cake and birthday song.. her uncle damn high.. sing so loud.. o.o" then after everything dear went back with her family then i took bus home..

well looks like things dont turn out so bad.. hopefully after some time her parents can accept us wholeheartedly then nothing will go wrong.. dear will be the happiest girl on earth.. haha~ that's what she told me when we started dating.. =)

i love you dear..

2009-10-05T10:17:00.003+08:00

because now cant meet dear.. i have plenty of time.. empty time though.. so i try to get back to my training scheme.. realised that my standards dropped like fuck.

nevertheless i shall not let it weigh me down.. i should be more motivated to train harder.. to be fitter than what i used to be.. well, i miss taekwondo too.. soooo long since i last went to training.. =(

due to my ligament tear i already cant excel le.. but so long never train.. even stretching oso got problem.. hais.. gotta train back when i have time.. there's alot alot alot to catch up..

my army life is still alright.. probably tmr onwards then comes the siong-ness.. been looking forward to it though.. as long as i can drive.. for how long or how far doesnt really matter.. 8.5k mileage le.. 1.5k more to another bonus submission and draw my "Safe & Courteous Driving" Badge.. lol.. decorate my uniform.. haha..

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