⌠ Sunday, April 17, 2011 ⌡
it's just 11 days ago since we last met.. we didnt even have a proper goodbye. and now i dont even know if i will ever see you again..
i am super busy with my work and i dont even have time for myself.. 90% of my mind is forever thinking who to meet, who to talk to.. my time table is so packed with appointments after appointments..
that 10%? i cant even tell you i miss you.. and when i want to, and u started all the nonsense again.. then i thought that might as well let all things go.. and do you think i am so cold blooded.. like you said it's been 2 years plus.. then what should i do? even if we were still together, i also dont have time to maintain the relationship.. and it's not fair to keep you waiting.. might as well find someone better right?
take good care and all the best to you.
`Spread My Wings, Fly ____ 7:34 PM
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⌠ Tuesday, March 29, 2011 ⌡
being awhile since i last updated my blog..
recently i've joined American International Assurance Co. ( AIA ) as a Financial Services Consultant
I'm proud of my job as my job is to go out to the field, and extent my service to people to help them better organise their financial planning.. this is a very noble job to me.. also with great opportunities of personal development and communication skills improvements along the journey of the career..
as soon as i contracted, i was very motivated to kick start my job and tried my best to extent my service to my closest friends down.. however their reactions are far from what i thought they might give..
i thought they will be at least supportive of the idea that i've finally set goals in life.. and i'm no longer that aim-less, no-life punk kid that one might see me back then.. i thought my buddies would at least be proud of me.
i was so wrong.
many did not even give me a bit chance to talk to them about what i'm doing and how i can help them.. i got a really big shock in my life.. people i thought i can trust and depend on when i need help, turned their back against me.
my set off point is very clear.. i want to help my friends plan for their future.. probably they don't see that what i'm doing, is as interesting as i thought it would be.. or probably they are just totally OFF about the idea to plan.. worst, they might think that i just want to SELL them something so i can earn my commissions.
am i that kind of person u knew?
still, i tried to persist. like i said, my set off point is to help them.. i want to at least gain the trust that i CAN help them make a difference in their life.. but to me they are not helping themselves.. and my persistence has had a negative impact in our friendships.. many of them dont even pick up my call or reply my sms.. what's happening?
my job is to help as many people as possible do planning for their financial future.. if today i'm helping everyone in the streets yet not helping my friends, i dont find this idea morally convincing..
if they are totally not into the idea then it's fine. but if one day, just some day, anything bad were to happen to any of my friends, yet he/she is not covered.. how would they want me to feel?
how about in 20, 30 years down the road, somebody you know might be tight in cash flow.. as a friend, do you want to see him/her go out beg, steal, borrow? or would u have tried to reverse the time and did a plan for him to save up for the future?
can anyone of you imagine that, when something unplanned for happens, even if he/she physically survived the period, one will be financially drained. and what will be the immediate few years pertaining to that situation be like?
why aren't people aware of such uncertainty which are actually reality? my job is to let as many people come to realise something that they might not have ever thought of.. but first, do they even give me the chance?
`Spread My Wings, Fly ____ 11:17 PM
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⌠ Monday, February 21, 2011 ⌡
i dont really have too much free time to blog though.. but im not really too busy either.. lol.. just very occupied by things around.. i've passed my Module 5, now i Module 9 to go! then i can start my contract and get to work.. lol.. really idle too long already..
and i'm not making full use of the time to do workouts.. now all the improvements i can see are my arms which i at least try to do my dumbbells a few times a week.. lol.. and i can see my tummy and tighs are getting bigger.. OMFG! -.-"
really really must workout.. sibeh sian..
now im back to the tattoo craze! wooooooohoooooo!! finding good shop and artist to help me design something to enhance my current one.. sounds exciting right.. heh heh !!
`Spread My Wings, Fly ____ 10:46 AM
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⌠ Sunday, February 13, 2011 ⌡
Yo yo yo.. long time no blog.. recently i've gotten a job liaos.. i'm currently studying for the licensing.. at least 2 papers to go.. then still got foundation course bla bla bla.. i think i'm only able to commence work around mid march? i'll start as a FSC - Financial Services Consultant for AIA - American International Assurance Singapore.. =D at least it's a path to set foot in and there's endless opportunities to succeed.. hohoho..
and yes!! within this year i'm most likely to put deposit and maintain my OWN car! wooots.. still deciding what to buy first.. of course must see budget and suitability.. =D
Yesterday bought a jigsaw puzzle and fix it together with dear oh! it's a very nice and expensive puzzle.. lol.. a unique type that i've yet to fix before.. but it's all done last night.. =)
this will be the 3rd valentines with dear.. =D however recently my brother got some hiccups in his 3yrs+ relationship.. i wonder how are they now.. anyway i still hope the best for my bestie.. his aspiration are far beyond my views of being practical but if that's the goal he set for himself i'll wish that he will succeed one day too!
This is the jigsaw.. it's super small per piece.. approximately 1cm x 1cm? lol.. so hard to see but we managed to get it done in 1hr+ xD
`Spread My Wings, Fly ____ 2:03 PM
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⌠ Thursday, January 20, 2011 ⌡
so long never exercise regularly.. lol.. sianed.. i always cant stick to my determination.. -.-" but from now on things are gonna be different.. i've finally found a full-time job.. and it's a Financial Services Consultant job.. the terms the manager promised me are fairly reasonable if i worked hard enough.. so therefore i must set my goals right and get things done..
but firstly i've got to sit for 2 exam for the knowledge in financial industry.. haha.. so long never really study.. it's really damn challenging.. but i must still get it done but this week.. even fiercer than study in the Uni i think.. lol..
this monday was my 2nd anniversary with dear.. went out to eat, play, enjoy.. just a very simple one.. because we are on tight budget also.. but if i can succeed in this career then in the future things are gonna be much different.. =)
however im down with flu and slight fever for the past 2 days.. and i've not been actually studying at all.. sianed to the max.. today onwards must really make something out if not i might not be able to pass the exam in time.. OMG! chiong chiong chiong..
`Spread My Wings, Fly ____ 7:53 AM
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⌠ Tuesday, January 04, 2011 ⌡
Day 2 :
Cycled around CCK area, then came home to rest then went to jog 2 rounds around my estate, came home bathed and rest. then cycled again to SIM University @ Clementi Road to pick dear up and went to Clementi to buy bubble tea and rested before cycling home.
Approximately 37.3km of cycling mileage and 3.7km of jogging mileage.
`Spread My Wings, Fly ____ 10:34 PM
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⌠ Monday, January 03, 2011 ⌡
Day 1 :
Cycled to Peninsula Plaza to submit my timesheet and then to SIM university @ Clementi Road to fetch dear and send her to Dover MRT station, and cycled home.
Approximately 50.6km cycling mileage.
`Spread My Wings, Fly ____ 11:59 PM
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